This Could Be Dangerous

Well, Spring Break has officially come to an end. I suppose, to be accurate, it hasn't until 7:30 tomorrow morning.. but it feels like so much has happened over just the past week and a half that I wish it would never end. It's a sad truth, but in order to appreciate those immaculate times in our lives, we have to have less enjoyable times in between so we can truly feel the rush of a night on top of the city; the joy of a reconnection with a good friend; the empowerment from a spark of which a relationship begins.

It's hard to think of what could be. You never want to be disappointed or have your expectations and hopes not occur. Beginning a relationship is a risk that we all take. We put ourselves out there and undress our protective layers to that one special person; the one we hope to be more than just a fling or one night stand. This is the risk. More often than not, we get hurt here. That person doesn't turn out to be who you hoped them to be and to be frank, it feels shitty. This is where my life's headed. And behind all of the hopefulness and giddiness, I'm afraid.

Currently listening to: Lady GaGa Lovegame/Alejandro mash-up - Jared Marrill